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I found this in my old computer:

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A peaceful, still pool of quiet
No relative movement
all is for smiles.
Time moves -
but it holds no sway.
nothing hinders enjoyment

But then, before you know it,
in complete acceleration
speed and blur
streak and surge
mind and environs moving
incredible haste towards an unseeable goal
ever increacing speed
still,
things get harder...

I wrote this term 2 2001, when I was unsiure about what I was doing in my future, I had no definite idea or plan, and I wanted to show the opntrast beween holidays and school term. continued, it might go...

... and faster
mind is growing
flourishing
computing
understanding
seeing
concentration
power
strength

explosion

torn shards of mind
scattered

time for decision.
time is agai still
serene thought
interest in minor beauty
what do I want?

adoration
respect
freedom